Confused:-(

Isn't it funny how when a girl likes a boy the boy normally doesn't even know she exists, but a boy she totally doesn't like, likes her. Why does it have to be so complicated. You see I like this boy, he is a Kearns swimmer and a year older than me, but of course he doesn't even know I exist. My cousin knows who he is so I am not giving out the name. If this is Whitney and Brianna, if I ever tell you, it is not the boy you are thinking of because you don't even know who he is. Honestly, I wish I could read everyone's mind because boys are too complicated for me. I am just happy that wierd boys don't like me right now. It's not that I want a boyfriend, but it is nice to be noticed once in a while. I am so confused on what I should do, but I am leaning torwards just leving it alone and seeing where it goes. I hope it never has to be this complicated again because it is all I think about during the day. Oh great, I just sound like a boy crazed girl! Great (not)